Life As It Is...

I didnt' want to believe my friend Uber (Jason) when he told me that everyone had a “cwazy” side to them until... today. All the stupid conversations I've had with all these fools and idiots who think they know about life when all they really do is judge you by what they've seen and compare you to the other shit out there in this fucked up world. It all finally go to me today. I've had enough of it as I can stand. They assume a bunch of shit thinking they're right and never wrong even though they would probably never admit to it. Those fools who think the world revolves around them. Those who think the world is theirs to control, those who don't know that not everyone thinks the same and not everything will be at your likes during every point of your life. Damn it! Why can't they see!? This world isn't about what you want, it's about what you need!!! No one's ever going to care what the fuck you want!!! If anything's going to be done, then it'll be for the good of everyone, not just to please one fuckin' person! Those children I hear at the store begging their parents to buy them a candy or a toy. Those parents don't tell their children any of this, and that's why those children will never learn that they won't get what they want! They have to learn on their own, but even then, they won't learn it until they're at least teens. That's when they start seeing the world clearly as it is, not what they want it to be. They could've learned it all when they were children and avoided becoming spoiled, but no. The parents didn't want to break their child's heart at such a young age about having to survive in the world as it is and not getting what you want and making this world yours slowly, piece by piece, drop by drop. All those fools who hate everything that's different, the ones that exclude the “different” ones from society. Those stupid fools, they're afraid of what's different and that's why they want to destroy it as soon as possible. To avoid being like them, being “different” when in reality, there's no such thing. Everything is what it is and nothing should be categorized by anyone or anything. Not even creators should be able to judge their own creations. Why? Because anything that is, is. They should let things be what they are and NOT WHAT THEY WANT THEM TO BE!!! Fools, stop trying to change the world into making it what you want, you'll only make things worse and start up a war before you know it. Yeah, that's right. Violence. It resolves everything doesn't it? Why? Why the hell must violence be the final resort to settle a dispute!? Why can't talking solve anything!? You should easily be able to tell another how you feel about something. They'll see how you feel and then they'll tell you their point of view. If at a time in your life, you don't understand why someone thinks a certain something about a matter, then put yourself in their shoes. Why do you think they think whatever it is they think? No one ever thinks about that do they!? Why, damn it!? Why!? Those fools who have no respect for what is and isn't, those who simply don't care about something... Just let others live and stop trying to change someone else's opinion over something! Not everyone thinks like you, and no one will ever be like you, so get over it already! Imagine this world if every single being ever were just like you. They dressed up like you, they talked like you, they thought just like you, they mocked your every action... You'd go insane before you knew it. Those who insist that their opinion is a fact and they're above all others, those who are obsessed with power. Yes, those who would do anything for power, even kill their loved ones if they needed to do so just to obtain more power... It's more than enough for one person to face all this, so why must we all face it? Because we were the cause of it all. All the mistakes that we made in the past because we didn't think, we're paying for them now and there's nothing we can do to change the past. I've had enough of it all and that's why I'm here telling you all what mistakes we've done so we can at least try to keep it from continuing. This world is so fucked up you don't even realize it. Again, that's why I'm here telling you all this. Please... live your own damn life and no one else's, and most of all... Live life as it is, not what you want it to be.
Thank you for your time.

-Freddy Garcia
February 16th, 2004
2:55PM