The Path HomeAs I turned the corner, the hooker glared at me as if I had something she wanted, something she wanted badly. Of course, I was only twelve at the time. I didn't know she was a hooker, and I didn't know exactly what it was she wanted from me. Whatever it was, I wasn't going to give it to her. I turned away and continued on my usual path home.I hadn't noticed the police cars blocking my hood 'till I was a block away from my pad. A police officer was mercilessly pushing an arrested man into his LAPD car, which read "To protect and to serve".I checked out the house the man was dragged out from. All lights turned off, windows as stained as rus
Life As It Is...I didnt' want to believe my friend Uber (Jason) when he told me that everyone had a "cwazy" side to them until... today. All the stupid conversations I've had with all these fools and idiots who think they know about life when all they really do is judge you by what they've seen and compare you to the other shit out there in this fucked up world. It all finally go to me today. I've had enough of it as I can stand. They assume a bunch of shit thinking they're right and never wrong even though they would probably never admit to it. Those fools who think the world revolves around them. Those who think the world is theirs to control, those who do
How I Got Into Web DesignAs a Webmaster, I design, create, and manage websites. I've been doing this for about three years now ever since the age of fourteen. I'll admit the fact that my thirst for knowledge is more of an obsession than a hobby, I'm sure others will agree. I fear it may be my downfall, but I won't stop until my thirst is quenched and I hold the knowledge of all that is cyberspace. Until then, I'll do with the knowledge I have and I'll explain what first sparked my interest in learning about the cyber world.Chao Island was the first website I joined. It was a website and message board dedicated to chao creatures from the Sonic Adventure games. The c
I'm sorry...I'm sorry for anything and everything I may or may not have doneTo hurt you and/or cause this conflict to come between us.I sincerely apologize and ask for your forgiveness.I only hope we can continue being friends as we once were.That is all.
War - The AftermathAs we stand tall perched upon this here place,We can look back on our past calmly and smileAs we remember our triumphsAfter countless painful battles.And still, we must ask ourselves,"Was it worth it?"
Stuck In NeutralI'm tired of doing what I do.I need something more...My inspiration is lost. Where it is held, I dare not go.I choose not to risk losing my love for naught ifI can keep whatever's left of it.She's in someone else's hands now,and she's taken my heart.I try to recuperate it little by little, piece by piece,hoping one day she'll realize that throughout all this time,I've been there for her; in the good times and the bad.And still, she mocks me.Hate. If only I could hate, I would hate well.I would bestow upon you all that is hate.For my love, my soul, my life, are all but a memory now.Gone with the wind, some would say
Web Design in San FernandoIf there's anything I've learned in my years as a webmaster, it's the fact that I'll never be able to fully please my customers when it comes to design. There are so many factors to consider. The coding, the images, the interactivity, the content, etc. And still, I'm looked upon as one of the very few young men in the San Fernando Valley with the knowledge and capabilities of a professional web designer. Not many families around here are fortunate enough to have a computer in their househould, let alone an internet connection. That's how I learned all my knowledge that deals with web design, by searching and reading through articles; not from
Love - What If?Do you ever feel that life would be better if love was stable? What if it was? What if love didn't fluctuate? What if it stayed the same throughout its own existance? Would all relationships be the same? What if...?Copyright (C) Freddy "Blade Genexis" Garcia, 2006
Words That Wouldn't StopPatience has always been a virtue to meI know it has limits, though some don't agreeTo some it may seem words come from thin airAs they come to me, I question not from whereLet the powers that be release to meThe knowledge of this illogical realityPut me in a place existing in a dreamI must lose perception of originalityThe power of the unconscious mind awakens meBut what drives me to it? Please tell me, please!Oh, sovereign princess, I pray to theeDon't let me leave this side of meI long to stay here despite all the rulesWhich can not be broken, but still, I presumeOn and on I continue this plotBut will it conti
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